Just going to rant and rant and rant here~

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oo hoo ooh-ooh ooh-ooh
Welcome back (How you doin ladies)
yoo hoo y’all already know what it is
ooh-ooh (you can’t touch this
YG and another big bang
I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid in love x2

(Seungri) How could you be so, how could you be so
I can’t believe you (I hate all girls)
You’re the one that threw me away, but if you come back, I’ll crumble

(GD) You said you were sick, you said you were busy with homework
You said it’ll only be a moment, so you can enjoy a cup of tea with your friends
But pitiful me, I try to act like a man
I acted like I didn’t know, but why is it always the same pattern
Every time you open your mouth, you spit out a lie
Your nose is growing, just like Pinocchio

(Daesung) What’s your truth? What am I to you?
I won’t just let it go this time

(Taeyang) Monday to Sunday, am I just a choice?
Baby don’t lie to me oh

(GD) Hey, I’m going crazy, I’m going crazy
Look at you acting like you don’t know anything
But now I’m getting tired of it, I’m getting tired
Let’s stop meeting now, because I know what’s going on
Baby I don’t hate you
I like you the way you are
I’m going crazy, I’m getting tired
Liar liar stupid liar liar liar liar x2

(Daesung) In your covered smile is a hidden gaze, who are you looking at?
Every time you do that, I get so scared
I get all nervous, wondering if my friends saw

(TOP) If only we could go back, back, back
If I’m so broken
But it’s too late
Fatigued over something that’s burdened you
Whatever the case, love is a sin against each other
We’re all like children, blaming others for our pain

(GD) Hey, I’m going crazy, I’m going crazy
Look at you acting like you don’t know anything
But now I’m getting tired of it, I’m getting tired
Let’s stop meeting now, because I know what’s going on
Baby I don’t hate you
I like you the way you are
I’m going crazy, I’m getting tired
Liar liar stupid liar liar liar liar x2

(Taeyang) Behind that pretty face lies someone else who I hate
Can’t we just turn back to when we first met?
I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid
I am stupid, I’m so stupid, stupid
I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid (oh no)

(GD) Hey, I’m going crazy, I’m going crazy
Look at you acting like you don’t know anything
But now I’m getting tired of it, I’m getting tired
Let’s stop meeting now, because I know what’s going on
Baby I don’t hate you
I like you the way you are
I’m going crazy, I’m getting tired
Liar liar stupid liar liar liar liar


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Life is ____________,,, this blank, I dont know what to fill in. Awesome? Suckish? Hard? Horrible? Carefree? Its just so,,,, contradicting. Sometimes its awesome and most of the time its not. We humans are the main problem. We're all complaining and whining but actually, we're the ones that started the problem. We hate, we backstab, we discriminate, we blame +++

Okay,,, I officially lost it (my mind). Yes. Im crazy. Idk what the hell happened to me. I'm having a tough time controlling my feelings. I can feel hatred inside of me and I realise I actually hold grudges. I'm really trying really really hard to control my emotions and never never never hate because I believe "An eye for an eye makes the world go blind". But idk, Recently, I realise I'm blurting out things I don't intend to say but it actually is really how i feel. I hate myself. I hate how I'm feeling this way.

But Thank god,,, I'm finally back to normal. I can control my emotions now and also I managed to forget everything ^^

I'm not a christian but I'm really loving the "God wants you to know" app in facebook. It really gives me hope and majority of the advices can totally relate to my current situation. And i believe it aint just coincidence but fate. Thanks :)

19 May's message:
Just rest for a moment. It's OK. Yes, things are crazy, yes, the world is going nuts. Yet, deep underneath the stormy waves, there, in the core of your being, there is pure silence, pure love. And ... it's ... just ... OK. back to top?

Waaa~~~ I seriously seriously seriously have to say this:
I LOVE YOU SHINEE ESP LEE TAEMIN~!!!!!
Have been watching SHINee videos the whole morning and seriously~ Its love all over again :) Actually, I've never stopped loving SHINee! So its just like the love is piling up more and more even though it is already at the brim now~~~

SHINee
This is why I love them~
They're always unique, special and different~
They're so genuine, having fun and not caring about acting cool or what so ever~
They aren't afraid of doing something different
And the most important thing is that they are respectful!
ONLY SHINee (as a whole) gave a 90* bow and the bow lasted like 7 seconds! (4:12 - 4:19)


Taemin
Ahh! I love how pure and innocent he is~
I love how real he is!
I love how he doesn't act~
I love how he is 19 but still has so much fun gliding/sliding~
His smile is just so sincere, it comes from the bottom of his heart~
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Hmm~ I realised I get amused by the weirdest things. I guess i've changed. I dont know why but some of the things my friends laugh like mad at, i dont really find it that amusing. Which kinda sucks because i cant laugh like mad with them,,, but i'll just chuckle abit :) But stuffs that i seriously find really amusing and laugh till I cry are really random shit. I'm weird~ But like what Ryan Higa said, EMBRACE THE WEIRDNESS~~~

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Finally~ blogger is back~~~ Yesterday (13 May) officially marks the end of our MYE!!! YAY :) Chinese listening compre was held in the hall and it only lasted for like 30mins? So me, shinta, cassandra, yanhui, lynette, raymond, andy, terence, nicky, zhenchen, waihan and clemence went to Sentosa to cycle :D Its been like 8 years+ since I went sentosa~ Its awesome! And convenient too! Well, the only bad thing is that... I don't know how to cycle :( My friends were like teaching me throughout, which made me feel really guilty! Cause its like their cycling time~ but seriously seriously, appreciate it alot! :D but the stupid thing is that even after they teached me,,, i still don't know how to cycle!!!! Ahhh! I have balancing and momentum issues!!! :( And i fell once! LOL! It wasnt painful~ but I have bruises that hurts now~ My back and shoulder aches too but it was worth it :D! Yesterday was a memorable and enjoyable day even though it was Friday the 13 XD! Hmm~ home,,, the only memorable thing at home was watching 49 days, XD! Watched 3 episodes~ Pure awesome-ness! Its an awesome drama, seriously, it has a unique plot :) But after dinner, i don't know why I just didnt felt like watching videos. So i just stoned in front of my com until 10pm, waiting for American Idol :) but during that few hours~ Whatsapp-ed with Weisheng, Cassandra, Lynette and Zhenchen~ hahaha! Love whatsapp man~ So overall, May's friday the 13 was one perfect day where everything flowed smoothly :)
Cass, Me, Yanhui and Raymond in the train~

I told myself that I wouldnt do it,
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The last post I had was like 1st of January 2010, which means it has been like 1 year, 5 months and 12 days since I blogged~ Ahh~ This feeling is awesome :) Ranting everything I want here~ Hehe,,, the Mid Year Exams just ended! Well, not really,,, there's still chinese listening compre tomorrow but seriously, I dont give a damm, I mean, who does anyway???? Well, kinda screwed up my papers... though this is actually the 1st time ever in my entire life, that I actually worked this hard. Okay, I admit that it was seriously all last minute revisions but still! I did put in lots and lots of effort! Even my mum was amazed at me~ But still, I screwed up the papers. I'll definitely fail physics,,, I even told cassandra that if I pass, I'll treat her macdonalds. I answered the wrong things for geog T_T Chemistry was horrible... so yeah... everything was bad... BUT, no point crying over spilt milk so Im not THAT concerned about my results NOW. 3 days later then I'll start to worry,,, The exams are finally over but I'm still not happy. Suckish... its like im never satisifed with my life -_- Well, camp is one MAJOR concern that I have. The camp is like in 2 weeks time or even lesser than that!!! And I HATE CAMPS... seriously. I DO. The only memories I had from the previous camps is UNHAPPINESS AND TEARS. I kept crying, sobbing, whining,,,,, and this years camp WILL BE WORST. Its out of the country! GAWDDD!!!!! I really dont think i'll be able to survive. Hmm,,, rants rants and rants. All i have is rants. Now for the good part~ I watched 2 episodes of "49 Days",,, its really nice :) Excited to continue watching~ I shall stop now and watch american idol before my dad starts pestering me to accompany him again~~~

Heres the list I made out~
List of things to do after MYE! :D
★1. Continue spazzing about SHINee ♥
★2. Watch 49 days~
★3. Watch Oh! My School
4. Watch Kimi ni todoke season 2
5. Watch All my love
6. Watch Big bang's vers. of 2 days, 1 night
7. Read finish my book~
8. Continue compiling videos
★9. GO OUT WITH FRIENDS
10. Watch previous performances (esp pincchio)
11. Watch Corpse Bride movie
12. Continue watching We got married
★13. SLEEP MORE
14. Continue blogging (ONCE I CAN ACCESS BLOGGER.COM)
15. Go to Allkpop~ Update myself
16. G-MARKET!
★17. KPOP~~~ (Watch Videos, MVs +++)

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
ITS 2010 ALREADY!!!
Hope its a GOOD year for EVERYONE~!
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