Just going to rant and rant and rant here~

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Life is ____________,,, this blank, I dont know what to fill in. Awesome? Suckish? Hard? Horrible? Carefree? Its just so,,,, contradicting. Sometimes its awesome and most of the time its not. We humans are the main problem. We're all complaining and whining but actually, we're the ones that started the problem. We hate, we backstab, we discriminate, we blame +++

Okay,,, I officially lost it (my mind). Yes. Im crazy. Idk what the hell happened to me. I'm having a tough time controlling my feelings. I can feel hatred inside of me and I realise I actually hold grudges. I'm really trying really really hard to control my emotions and never never never hate because I believe "An eye for an eye makes the world go blind". But idk, Recently, I realise I'm blurting out things I don't intend to say but it actually is really how i feel. I hate myself. I hate how I'm feeling this way.

But Thank god,,, I'm finally back to normal. I can control my emotions now and also I managed to forget everything ^^

I'm not a christian but I'm really loving the "God wants you to know" app in facebook. It really gives me hope and majority of the advices can totally relate to my current situation. And i believe it aint just coincidence but fate. Thanks :)

19 May's message:
Just rest for a moment. It's OK. Yes, things are crazy, yes, the world is going nuts. Yet, deep underneath the stormy waves, there, in the core of your being, there is pure silence, pure love. And ... it's ... just ... OK. back to top?